It feels like too much


Another doctor appointment, another prescription. It's all an experiment and it feels like too much.  There's nothing in particular that says one drug or another will work.  

The doctor is starting me on Lithium which should be the long term medication for bipolar management. It's hard to think about needing to be on medication for the rest of my life, but it's better than the alternative of habing the devastating highs and lows that caused such damage to my life.